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Moore, Oklahoma

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I am away from my own family right now, teaching in Mississippi.  But every day I am ever away, they are never far from my mind. Then along comes a tragedy like this one in Moore, and I just have a need to be with them, hug them, and reassure them.  Every interview I see on television, every story of another loss is touching.  Even more so to me, for obvious reasons, I grieve along with the parents who lost their young children.  I can't begin to fathom what they must be going through right now and I can only pray that they can find strength and hope.

 
I didn't have anything close to being poignant in this kind of situation, but I am reminded of the passage "Flowers", from The Dhammapada:
 
Who shall conquer this world 
And the world of death with all its gods?
Who shall discover
The shining way of dharma?
You shall, even as the man
Who seeks flowers
Finds the most beautiful,
The rarest.
Understand that the body 
Is merely the foam of a wave,
The shadow of a shadow.
Snap the flower arrows of desire
And then, unseen,
Escape the king of death. 
And travel on.
 
Keep them all in your prayers.
 
 

The Culture of Hate

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So I blundered into reading a piece about Michele Bachmann's call to arms the other day.  I don't dare link anything to her name for fear I will be inundated with hate mail from her minions.  As usual, however, when I began to write this post, I started off with the usual disclaimer to ward off the crazies.  The it occurred to me, why am I having to write two or three paragraphs at the beginning of every post, it seems like, reminding readers that I try to remain squarely in the middle of all arguments, religious dogma, and politics?  Well, it would be because while I don't really care if I offend someone by being open-minded, I really want to remind those who lean one way or another that I DO have an open mind.

The reason why?  Because, as you may have heard, "It's cool to hate."  (The Offspring. I'm an Offspring fan, by the way, which might offend some of you).  While I say it is "cool to hate" with my tongue planted firmly in cheek, given the attitude of many on the Internetz, it sure seems so.  There's nothing like an unpopular thought being thrown out there to cause an attack.  I am a believer in respectful and considerate dialogue.  And yes, I have tried to listen to Bachmann's ranting and there is nothing there based in fact, so I am left to try to avoid anyone who genuniely believes she has something to say.  But trust me, there are others on the other side of the discussions that I'm not fond of either, but she, unfortunately, brings out the worst in every aspect of what she is trying to embrace.

Well, to shorten the trip for some of you who read me regularly (and know where I stand), I'm going to omit the disclaimers and point people to the newly constructed "Preamble" that you can find at the top of the page.  When you doubt what I am saying, go there and remind yourself.  Because like I told someone the other day, I like to throw grenades.  Some people can't live with that, but what I like to do with my closest friends is to send them something, like an e-mail, with some sort of thought, and ask, "What if?"

I come from the school of the Socratic means of narrowing my hypotheses of the world.  I ask questions to cause you to reflect on the deeper meaning, to stimulate critical thinking.  I do this because these days, that doesn't happen a lot.  Individuals don't have time to think; they want to be told what to think.  Just sum it up in some bullet points and make sure it falls into my nice little package of philosophy, por favor.

I'm begging you all to think for yourselves.  Even when it seems like you like what someone says, ask yourself, what about the opposite viewpoint?  Ask yourself to challenge that thought and realize that maybe what seems to be isn't quite as simple as it seems.  Any idiot with two brain cells can march in lockstep with the "cool guys".  Hate comes from misunderstanding and fear.

Challenge your ability to look at the picture from different viewpoints.  The maturity in those actions will cause you to be more careful with your thoughts and the things you say.  You will also be surprised at how people around you begin to do the same.  There is no reason in the world to be so afraid of others that you can't listen to what they say.  Regardless of whether or not you think they are right, by listening to the discussion, if anything, it helps you to strengthen your own beliefs and values.  But just hating someone or being a troll for the sake of trolling doesn't result in anything except conflict and intractability.

Be a thinker. Be a leader.  Be a positive example to others and achieve enlightenment.

The Just

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Who are the wise? Who are our leaders?  Are they the ones who always open their mouth when a question is asked?  Or is the wise one he who listens and encourages you to answer your own questions?  Leaders don’t always have the answers, but a good leader knows where to get them.

Just because someone has been around a while, just because they are the “most experienced” on the shift or in the department, that does not make them a leader.  If they use that experience to mentor others, or to educate, or to nurture the careers of others, those are things that make you a leader.

A true leader does the right things, all the time, even when they don’t have to.  They convey goodness, they exercise restraint, they maintain their cool, they are patient, and they are fair.  Being the “smartest” or the “biggest” or the “best looking” does not make you the leader.  When one is magnanimous, when one is happy for the success of others, when one shares their knowledge and their experience, then they are a leader.  Those are the characteristics of leadership. 

America Burning – A Belated 40th Birthday Wish

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As my family and friends will tell you, even being one of the most connected guys on the planet does not result in timely birthday wishes to your loved ones.  I think it has more to do with the many spinning plates I have going rather than indifference or the constant pleading of alarms I set to remind me. Regardless, it happens.  I like to think that it is one of my many endearing but frustrating qualities.

So my belated 40th birthday wishes to the job-changing America Burning report comes as no surprise six days later (I wrote this Saturday morning for my usual Monday posting). America Burning should be mandatory reading for all firefighters. The report painted a picture of the fire problem in the United States at that time.  Some of the changes that came about as a result of its influence were the creation of the United Sates Fire Administration and the National Fire Academy and the nationwide push for smoke detectors, as well as more aggressive fire prevention efforts directed toward children.

Chief Glenn Gaines, in his Mutual Aid blog post How is America Burning 40 Years Later? reflected the other day on what this meant in our battle. We were up against increased numbers of fire fatalities and fire loss compared to other industrialized nations.  In the 70's, our cities were burning.  Our rural areas were burning.  Fire death and injury, compounded with fire loss, was significant.

My brother and I read this book when it first came out.  Understand that I was nine and he was eight then, and this is NOT light reading material.  But when my father, who left it sitting around, caught us reading it, he turned to page 10 (the picture of "Susan"). Pointing at the picture, he bluntly told us, "This is what happens when you play with fire."  

At the time, the fire death rate for children under five was three times that of the rest of the population.   The picture on page 15, a smoky silhouette of a child who died from inhalation of smoke and toxic gases, illustrated a heart-breaking reality: our most vulnerable didn't even stand a chance unless we could warn them of the danger.  The fire service leaders of that time realized we had to elevate our efforts to engage this problem.

Many of you weren't even alive when this report hit the stations (maybe even some of your parents weren't either), but it was a very graphic expose of what we faced.  Another book from that time, Dennis Smith's Report From Engine Co. 82, gave an account of the job as it existed while our ghettos were burning.  This book may have inspired more of us to become firefighters than America Burning, just as Emergency did via television, but the reason why is because of a lot of the same issues we face today.  Fighting fire suits us; we are brave, macho, sardonic souls who see a burning building and snort "Just another job." And we take care of business like it is another day at the office.  The suits and sheep see us as Gods among mere mortals.  Kids see firefighters and realize they don't want to be stuck in an office when they grow up; they want to be a real-live superhero.  The problem with this, however, is that things have changed and we need to evolve with those changes. Not only has the venue changed, but the mission has as well.

These are tough emotions to put aside, but put them aside we must.  Building construction and fire loading is significantly different.  There are more lawyers scrutinizing our every move.  And of course, every year there are attempts to shut down the National Fire Academy or to minimize the USFA budget.  The politicians are trying to squeeze every last penny out of our budgets so they can fund trips to Argentina or give the money to the banks.  There are higher priorities than saving lives and protecting property, my brothers and sisters. 

We have to fight the challenge of protecting our communities with intelligence, not with rhetoric.  The way to defeat an enemy is not by engaging one on one, but by observing for opportunities and deciding when you have the best tactical advantage.  Philosophically, that runs completely counter to our "mano y mano" psyche.  When someone comes at a firefighter with a problem, we bow up our chests and say, bring it on.  We can face down anything.  Look at yourself, boys and girls, it is absolutely true.  That is why we can continue to do more with less.  It's like a perverse little game of "You can't beat us by cutting us."  It's why we are so special.  The problem is that this is a war of attrition; in asymmetrical warfare, you either need to change your rules of engagement or plan on getting picked off one by one.

We can't keep playing the game by rules that have changed. We must be smarter than they are, and the "they" in our case isn't just fire, but the forces that align to maintain life safety as an ongoing problem: lack of smoke detectors or fire sprinklers, substandard construction practices, lack of education and human nature, and always, the constant threat of staffing and budget cuts to support our mission.

If we are sincere that we want to protect our communities and serve our fellow man, the game has to be elevated.  Hanging on to tradition is important from the aspect of honoring those who have sacrificed before us.  But just as the military studies and discusses Napoleon, Clausewitz, and Sun Tzu, modern-day warfighting tactics are applied to those precepts to conquer enemies.  We can continue to honor our predecessors' valor and heroism without engaging the enemy in the tactics of those days.

Take a moment and read through America Burning and the subsequent report, America Burning Revisited.  Understand where we really must focus our efforts.  And lets use the means at our disposal: scientific and technological advances, information sharing (especially through networking on the internet and through our local, state and National Fire Academies), and good old fashioned education.  We are a modern fighting force and we should be embracing that, rather than running away from it.

Confusing the Message – My Apology

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It has become apparent to me that an apology is in order for more reasons than one.  I'll be succinct since the volume of comments, both via e-mail and on the site have led me to the conclusion that my original message was mistaken, and then in replying to that, even more so.  So if you only make it this far, just know I am sorry for the confusion.

Let's begin with a few caveats and I should probably post this with easy access for all to read: First and foremost, Firehouse Zen is my blog; I am the only writer and the only one to blame if there is an issue on here. There are a number of reasons for that, even though I frequently get individuals who want to write a piece for the site.  It's just my first policy and I'm sticking with it.  So as much as I appreciate the offers, I have consistently declined.  I will link to your article if it is appropriate, I will paraphrase and even quote you, but all posts are mine.

Second, I have had a rule that regardless of the issue, we remain relatively civil.  This wasn't an issue here, but I have seen it happen elsewhere, so I always like to get it out there for everyone to see. There is room for discussion and dissent, but the moment things get out of control, I'll shut down comments.  But that said, if attacked, I will return fire, not out of policy but because I am human, and I usually regret it later.  But let nobody think I am a pushover because I am open to different viewpoints.

And lastly, because this is where I want to focus on for this instance: Firehouse Zen is not necessarily a "tactics" blog.  I will talk tactics all day long, which is part of the reason this is not a tactics blog, as I have a finite time to write what I do.  But the focus of this blog is leadership and change, not just in the fire service, but in the world.  That's why you get an occasional political observation or a rant on society.  So if I use a tactical issue as an example, you may have a differing opinion on it and I will entertain discussion, but I'm not going to let that genre hijack this blog.  There are lots and lots of blogs out there talking tactics, and mine is one of very few talking about the sociology of leading.  In fact, it might be the only one, although I'm sure I'll be corrected if I am wrong.

So to the issue: I respect the differences of opinion in regard to this specific research, or rather (as it is becoming more clear to me) the scientific process in replicating the experiments in a particular instance, resulting in data some observers felt was flawed.  I guess if I had asked more questions in reply rather than assuming an attack was going on, I could have drawn that conclusion.  Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea culpa.

But let me also be perfectly clear: the science from the UL study bears out data that is pertinent to how we do the job, and the comments observed that sometimes it is THIS logic that people use as an excuse for not doing the entire job.  And I believe they are right about that as well.

Exterior streams have gotten a bad rap for as long as I can remember.  I remember my own father talking about the changes in operations when he made chief, forcing his department to stop engaging from the outside and going in and digging it out (this was in the 70's).  For you who might not realize it, that was also concurrent with the advent of SCBA and better PPE.  And all that being said, I am a supporter, fan, believer, lover, etc. of interior attack.  It is the most effective tool for finding and extinguishing fire in a structure where the seat is not obvious and we do not have structural conditions that contradict entry.  Was that well said enough for you?

However, and this is a big "however", this method of delivery came at the almost total exclusion of exterior streams except in defensive operations.  I know that I personally instructed firefighters (because of my own bias, what  was taught, and of course my incorrectly conducted personal observations) that we shouldn't use exterior streams because they "push fire".  Nothing against my instructors and mentors, but they beat this into me (sometimes literally) and while I still love them dearly, I realized some issues later that you may understand has colored my perspective on how to lead.

In the 90's, though, I did something interesting.  I went back to school.  In seeking a degree, I took a class that reminded me of the part I always loved about the job.  I like physics.  And in taking physics at the collegiate level, I realized some of the things I was understanding about the science of fighting fires didn't add up.  This was reinforced not too many years later when in the event of making changes in the way we operated, a class on fireground management actually caused us to do some small scale demonstration burns and proved to us the logic in that "streams push fire" was not sound.  So over 12 years ago, our department began to implement and train (at the MCAS Beaufort burn building) on transitional attack.  The result was that on fires like in the picture above (courtesy of my good friend, Chief Ed Boring), we implemented these attacks with astounding success.

I will admit, not everyone has gotten on the train, even in that length of time.  But the ones who did were very successful in how they were stopping fires.  The addition of Class A foam to our attack in the past ten years has even more so increased our effectiveness and, (knock on wood) we stop them where we find them.  But there is also the need to consider stream choice. We use breakaway nozzles in our department so we can utilize a solid stream, and honestly, that is my weapon of choice. The short version: if we roll up and fire is showing, we hit it quick (very quick), then we go in and dig it out.  The use of foam to do this makes that first stream lethal (to the fire) in its delivery.  More often than not, within seconds, we can be in there with reduced interior issues.

As one brother commented, in balloon frame and really, in almost every structure fire, there is a need to go interior and seek fire in the voids.  And I agree completely.  And exterior streams aren't going to solve that issue.  But the use of an exterior stream (given fire conditions are present) will make the building more tenable for entry and is a means of checking the forward progress of fire.

This does bring up another point, about "spraying smoke".  I believe in cooling the smoke to dissipate the heat and avoid flashover.  But if I'm not standing there with you saying, "You need to hit that", its a little hard for me to explain what gets sprayed and what doesn't.  I would say that if it is coming out under pressure, if it is dark, thick, boiling smoke, it needs to be cooled. But this is where that solid stream comes into play again.  If you consider the flow path to be out that opening, and it more often than not, is, then use of a solid stream is not going to close off that ventilation point.  It will disrupt the thermal balance, it will cool the gases, and it doesn't "block the hole".  What you are doing is buying time to avoid having a flashover occur.

So in conclusion, while I believe the intent was to educate that perhaps in this case, there was miscommunication on my part, the lesson to take from this is that questioning the findings of research is not bad, in fact, it is encouraged.  It is through questioning the research that we learn, and if the science can stand up to examination, it makes it valid.  That is, in fact, exactly what the fire service needs to make it more professional.  But it is the way in which we do it that is problematic.  I understand we are not all researchers, and those of us that are have over 200 years of tradition to fix, so you can say we are busy.  But the way in which firefighters have questioned science isn't necessarily conducive to discussion.

It may seem like us to be obvious, but it clearly is not.  This is why there are applied research papers being done at the Executive Fire Officer level and why more and more of us are taking a more scientific approach.  But resistance to findings because we have done something a certain way for years and it "seems" to work is not a good practice, mostly because what "seems" to work often ends up catastrophically, if not today, then very soon.

As things progress, we must advance our own science and through intelligent discourse, we can all be better and safer.  Thanks for engaging me and hopefully you all continue reading my humble ramblings.